First blog enrty from Antalya

MOOD:
I'm so sick of this life
"One thousand one nights unseen..."
LISTENING TO: Sahara - Nightwish
Yeah we arrived in Antalya yesterday around 7 pm. Just like i expected it's soo hot. There aren't so many Turks in this hotel. Like only %10 is Turkish. %60 Russian, %20 German. I feel like i'm in a foreign city. I gotta admit that Russian boys are so hot XD. We have bracelets that show we made our check-in. Damn if you're younger than 18 you got yellow bracelets so that bartenders don't gve you alcohol. Anyway i've also started to write a story. And here's the first part hope you'll like it:)

NEW CITY, NEW TROUBLE

Dmitry and Ivan were two Bulgarian teenagers going to Russia for a better life. And they hoped for the best.

They finally arrived in airport of Sophia. It was nine in the afternoon and they didn't want to miss the plane which was taking off taht night. There was about an hour left for the flight. So they decided to wait in a cafe.
"Do you think we can get used to another country?" asked Ivan and broke that weird silence.
"It's not gonna be so hard -he sipped his coffee- i guess" answered Dmitry yet he sounded so desperate. "Passengers of flight no 718 from Sophia tro Moscow will be taken from gate 216"
"Let's go dude." said Dmitry and they went to the gate and got into the plane, found their seats and settled down. The flight took about 3,5 hours. They got out of the plane. Ivan took a deep breath and said " I hope i can get used to this smell." then they wended their way to the hotel...

burning sun

MOOD:
bored
"Yer, gök inlesin, bu sesi dinlesin, hep seninleyiz Türkiye!..."
LISTENING TO: Ülkerin Milli Takım Marşı
Tonight me and my parents are going on holiday to a hotel in hell.(metaphor, i compared antalya with hell because it's so hot! damn it!) Antalya is a city in the south part of Turkey that's why it's hot. It's about 33 C (for those Americans - it's 90 F) Since i can't take my computer with me i won't be able to use paintshop for a week. It's gonna be damn hard but still my father has laptop so i'll update my blog. There were some graphics i've made but didn't post, i'll post them by this week. I'll also start writing some stories as i need soemthing to waste my time(without paintshop it'll be hard)

euro 2008

MOOD:
sad
"Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much..."
LISTENING TO: Never Let This Go - Paramore
Yeah we lost the match(3-2) But IMO we played 10 times better than Germany(though we only had the backup footballers). Again the same referee was in the match. I watched the match of Portugal-Germany and Germany played really bad but somehow they won the match. The same thing happened again yesterday. Even if our team wins or loses they have improved a lot. The only thing we can do is to wait for the next cup.:)

YENSEN DE YENİLSEN DE KALBİMİZ HEP SENLE!


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Today is the big day

MOOD:
excited
"It's the same old theme since 1916 in your head, in your head they're fighting..."
LISTENING TO: The Cranberries - Zoombie
Today is the big day. At 9:45 p.m. (GMT +2 hours + 1 hour of daylight saving time) there's semi final match. I believe in Turkey and they can do it without the injured and suspended footballers. Today there's also birthday of my friend around 1 pm


TÜRKİYE HAYDİ ZAFERE, TÜRKİYE, TÜRKİYE
YER GÖK İNLESİN BU SESİ DİNLESİN
HEP SENİNLEYİZ TÜRKİYE

New Blends

MOOD:
I'm feeling grrreeaat(dunno why lol)
"This is for long-forgotten light at the end of the world..."
LISTENING TO: The Islander - Nightwish
Nothing important happened today. Don't know why but i feel great. Today i found myself shouting and jumping on my bed. Tomorrow my friend is gonna celebrate her birthday. I bought a bracelet and earrings with skull on them as a present. I made 3 blends. It's been so long since i've made a paramore blends so made one. 2 blends with avril(one of them is avryck)


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New picture

MOOD:
I'm so sick of this life
"Finally the hills are without eyes..."
LISTENING TO: Bye Bye, Beautiful - Nightwish
Here's a picture from the prom. I'm the one in the left, don't know why i look so andry i guess it's because of that damn sun. It makes my eyes hurt. Nothing happened today. Same old boring summer.


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names from left to right:
aysun(me), ada, burcu, buse, sinem, duygu, elif, tuğçe

New Layout

MOOD:
bored

"I don't wanna waste my time and become another casualty of society..."
LISTENING TO: Fat Lip - Sum 41
As you can see, i changed the layout. Dude the background is so light but i'll get used to it. I had to do it since black is making me even more pessimistic. A banner with Avril Lavigne. A "fıstık yeşili"(a tone of green in turkish) background is what i always wanted ;)

Blends

MOOD:
joyful

"Sieben, sieben ai lyu-lyu, eins, zweis, drei! XD..."
LISTENING TO: Dancing Lasha Tumbai - Verka Serduchka
I made 2 blends with Turkish football team. I'm not planning to make anything else today. That idiot(referee) pissed me off. We won the match despite him!

Semi Finals YEAAAH

MOOD:+
shocked and joyful

"Is there Life before a Death?..."

LISTENING TO: 7 days to the wolves - Nightwish

WOW. That's all i can say for the match. I was nearly having a heart attack. We played well in the first half(no goals were scored) The 2nd half we played horrible with a shitty defence.(Thank god Croatia couldn't score goal either) There was 33 mins of extra time(since the score was 0-0) In the 28th min of the extra time Croatia scored a goal because of a mistake of our goalkeeper. That's when i said " Ok, say goodbye to Euro 2008, so that's it" BUT in the last minute Semih scored a goal(damn what the hell were you waiting for?!) I took a deep breath. It was time for penalty shoot-outs. Croatia missed 2 of their shoots. OFF TO THE SEMI FINALS YEAAAH! Anyway it's 1.00 a.m. and i gotta sleep. No graphics for today.

Quarter finals

MOOD:
EXCITED!!(a lot)

"And you're singin the song, thinking this is the life..."

LISTENING TO: This is The Life - Amy MacDonald

The match between Turkey and Croatia is today at 21:45. Can't wait for it i'm soo excited and i believe in Turkey hope we'll win it. This time the entry is gonna be short since nothing happened. Like i said before SUMMER = SUN = HELL = BOREDOM. I don't wanna mention how much i hate sun. Anyway that's all for today.

Boring summer

MOOD:
"i'm so sick of this life"

"The rain in your heart, the tears of snow white sorrow..."

Listening to: Amaranth - Nightwish

It's summer and i'm sitting in my room and doing nothing. Exceept the 4 things i love: Eating, drinking, crapping, sleeping LOL. All of my days are the same and i mix the days. Today is either thursday or wednesday i'm not sure lol. Today i made a wall with avril and a blend with and awesome band called Nightwish. Last year they changed their singer(Tarja is gone) and relased a nw album. And i loove it! I think Anette(new singer) is way better than Tarja.


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EDIT: I changed the banner since P!ATD became kinda boring. A new SUMMER banner will be up soon.(so soon XD)

Graduation and a great match

MOOD:+
pissed off and shocked

"Along with the people inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy..."

Listening to: Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At The Disco

Just like the title there was my graduation. I can't believe that was the last day with my friends. I'm quite sad but i had great time. Let me begin

First there was the ceremony, taking diplomas, choir. Then there was a party. A girl called Meriç brought some beer and we drank it privatly. None of the teachers noticed it. Then we went to cinema at 11 o'clock. A couple of my friends drank more beer. And a boy called Sercan nearly lost the control. He was hanging with Meriç - the girl he hated, tortured, cursed and hated-(oh , I guess I used hate twice yeah that's how much he hated her lol) We were all shocked! I hate Meriç too and Sercan is my best friend so that behavior pissed me off. Next day i called him and he told me that it was all because of alcohol.

It was a weird day(and night). I'll post the pictures asap.

I was about to forget that there was a football match bertween turkey and czech republic. Dude it was soo exciting. the first half was 1-0 (czech republic was winning) in the second half czechs scored another goal. i was really disappointed and desperate then we scored a goal (2-1) then another one and just 2 minutes after it another one. So the score is 3-2 we won it! Turkey is in the quarter-finals of euro 2008! yay!

So i made a blend with the turkish football team. And 2 avril avatars

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school reports and avatars

Today nothing really happened. We got our school reports and it's ok. Today i was quite upset since my best male friend is acting like he forgot me. He's not really speaking with me anymore and tomorrow is probably the last day we're gonna spend together(graduation) so it made me really sad. I made 2 johnny knoxville avatars but it didn't cheer me up.

graduation rehearsals

I'll be graduating this sunday(June 14th) and today there were rehearsels of the graduation. It was sooo boring dude i hate that stupid music teacher. 4 or 5 IDIOTS had an idea like singing a song called We Go Together(one of the songs of Grease) as a choir. And today she was angry cause we couldn't sing well(since we had NEVER practiced) Damn she really pisses me off. I bought my dress, shoes and can't wait for that day. So that OKS is over i can take up hobbies or keep on doing some stuff i delayed such as skateboarding. Anyway i made 2 blends today hope u like it.


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OKS is over!!!

Listening to: There's a good reason why these tables are numbered honey, you just haven't thought of it yet - Panic! At The Disco

Yay i can't believe that it's finally over. Nearly all of my teachers told me that it would be easy since this is the last OKS which is gonna happen but i wasn't expecting it to be THIS easy. It's a disadvantage cause when it's easy everyone can get high marks which means everyone can go to high schools in high quality. So the school's points will increase. I'm quite disappointed cause i've been studying for more than 8 months and this exam wasn't worth it! Anyway it's done and i don't wanna talk about it again. So here're my old works: today i'll only post the avatars

welcome!

hi there! welcome to my very first entry of my very first blog. If you wanna learn some info about me check out the right side. This month the only thing i cared about was the OKS exam(i gotta pass that exam -with a really good mark- to study high school that's the way it works in turkey) It's on June 8th(this sunday!!) I'm quite nervous cause i have so much pressure on me. But i guess i'll be ok. There are only two things that cheer me up. 1)Spending time with my 2 best friends 2)Making graophics which is another reason why i have a blog. so that's all for today.