Once again feel the rain...

New The Rasmus Album!

2008-11-10T19:23:00.003+02:00

Lauri is blond again. Won't anyone tell him to dye his hair black?! Whatever, the video "Living In A World Without You" is on their myspace. And for some reason, it made me want the old The Rasmus. IMO they became a band just like the others. Too bad, their unique sound and image are pretty much gone. (i guess it HAD to happen) But i'll buy the album anyway. It's gotta be in my archieve. You can listen 4 songs from the album on their myspace. Make sure you'll check them out.

Also, watch their video "Living In A World Without You"
The Rasmus- Living In A World Without You

MOOD: gaahhh, normal i guess
LISTENING TO: The Rasmus - Living In A World Without You

BTW, new banner is up... SIMPLE! Simple banners are always better for this season. Can't deny that i miss my banners with Tarja though

EMAs

2008-11-09T12:55:00.007+02:00

Just thought that i should write something about it.

-Winners
Most Addictive Track - Pink - So What
Headliner - Tokio Hotel (WTF?!!)
Rock Out - 30 Seconds To Mars
Album - Britney Spears - Blackout
Best New Act - Katy Perry
Video Star - 30 Seconds To Mars - A Beautiful Lie
Best Act Ever - Rick Astley
Ultimate Urban - Kanye West
Artist's Choice - Lil Wayne
Act Of 2008 - Britney Spears
Europe's Favourite Act - Emre Aydın (Turkey) (YAY!)

I guess those crazy Tokio Hotel fans have worked really hard. I didn't see that coming. :/ I mean they were in the same category with Metallica, Foo Fighters, The Cure. How the hell did that happen?!

And about Emre Aydın, it was the only thing that made happy. (I'm not sure if i'd be this happy if Lauri wasn't presenting the award :p - He was hot, too bad that his hair is still blond. ) Plus, I don't think he'd win if this wasn't votings based:p Seriously, there was Nightwish nominated from Finland!!

About the layout:
Yeah i changed the colours a bit. But i forgot to make a banner. It'll be up soon. Juts one tip about the new banner: Uriegaszzzmmmm XD

MOOD: Shocked
LISTENING TO: Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape (Acoustic)

My thoughts you can't decode..

2008-11-03T17:59:00.006+02:00

DECODE!DECODE!DECODE!DECODE!DECODE!!
Yeah! FINALLY! The video is out and it's totally awesome. Probably one of the best videos of Paramore. At first when I saw the 30 mins of preview, I thought it was gonna be only the band performing. But this is way better than I expected. Even though I don't like Twilight.

And about the other song for the movie (I Caught Myself) don't be offended but it pretty much sucks. Just a bit catchy but way too poppy for a movie like Twilight... kinda disappointed after an amazing song like Decode :/

MOOD: hyper
LISTENING TO: Paramore - Decode

I was just thinking...

2008-10-15T16:23:00.009+03:00

-What can Avril possibly do in her next record to win me as her fan? - again (hell yeah! she desperately wants me to become her fan - again XD )

I gave a lot of thought to it. I haven't called myself an "Avril Fan" for 1 and a half year. It's pretty disappointing how she changed. Not gonna get into detail. I'm so tired of fighting about this whole "new avril" thing. I'll cut it here. Soooo i had 2 possible things in my mind:

1) The old skater Avril...
Well duhh, i thought again and... this is quite IMPOSSIBLE - considering how much she hates those stuff and Let Go ( she has said "i was so young, i was such a tomboy" way too many times in her new interviews and that sounded so negative)

2) Something close to UMS..
This seems a lot possible. This is pretty much how i want her to look like:

(made by me btw :p)
But i still feel like i'm wasting my time. She did a lot of unexpected things though. I wouldn't expect an album like TBDT in 2002.. This is totally a waste of time, but yeah i like wasting my time!:D

- What has changed in my life in 2 weeks?
I found out what i live for. I found peace and love inside of me. who am i kidding? Just forget them all... i'm still the same(unlike Avril) BTW I'm soooo happy. Cause it's finally October (Oct 25th is my bday! don't ever forget that!!!) and it's finally cold!! it's like 15 degrees and it's been raining for whole month (and the half of Sept) Autumn is here. My favorite season!! There's another thinng that made me happy : I haven't seen sun for 12 days! that's not a joke. it's been raining like hell and it's so clouded that i can't see the sun! isn't that just awesome??!!

MOOD
boreeeeddd

LISTENING TO: Tegan&Sara - Don't Confess

Happy Bday Josh Farro!! (kinda late )

2008-10-06T12:23:00.003+03:00

Sorry for the delay! I was on vacation in Bodrum. The Agean Sea was awesome ;) I had a lot of fun, it rained a lot though. Anyway i was late to post an entry for Josh's(from Paramore) Bday soooo here it comes. i didn't have enough time to make a blend/banner for it :D

HAPPY BDAY JOSH FARRO!
that's all i can do for now lol. i'll soon make sth.

I Wish I Was Something More...

2008-09-22T18:27:00.005+03:00

Burası Türkiye!

I know it's an old picture but i just wanted to share it. This's gotta be the quote of the day! "Elinle yaktığın ateşi götünle söndüremezsin..." ( You can't blow out the fire with your ass... Call 177) LMFAO XD I've just found a new kind of philosophy :D It's gonna be the only reason why i'm living...

"Elinle yaktığın ateşi götünle söndüremezsin... ALO 177" ( You can't blow out the fire with your ass... Call 177) XD

MOOD:
booooooooored
LISTENING TO: Amy MacDonald - Mr Rock & Roll

Eipä mennä ihan vielä...

2008-09-15T16:21:00.007+03:00

I've just learned what the title of this entry means:D It means "we can't go there" Good to know that cause this song seems to be stuck in my head! I keep listening to it again and again. This song makes me wanna learn Finnish. I really wanna learn it someday when i grow up. Some people say it's gramaticaly so similar to Turkish(1. Sentences go like : Subject + Object + Verb. 2. Suffixes!! Tones of Suffixes! 3. No difference between he/she/it etc...) But i can't make sure withouth learning it:D . Anyway, a week has passed since the first day of High School. And i found some friends, they're so boring though. They're kinda like the people i'd never want to hang with but for now i have to...I really miss my old friends :(..

And i got 2 awards from a challenge! - That was my first challenge

MOOD:
full of AWESOMENESS
LISTENING TO: YUP - Meitä odetellaan mullan alla

First Day At High School

2008-09-08T16:47:00.004+03:00

MOOD:
boooooored
LISTENING TO: Born For This - Paramore live at Norwegian Wood

My first day at high school totally sucked. It's not because of me. All the people around me, i just know a few of them. And lessons were soooooooooo boooooooooring(sorry i had to write like this to show how boooooooring it was) No one knows each other so they don't talk. At least they could try like i did. I already had a friend and we started to look for some new ones. They look soooo nerdy. Seriously, someone has to teach them how to live and that person can be me! I think i can do what Barney did to Ted!:D It doesn't seem so hard at least they don't have to suit up!:p Anyway i hope tomorrow won't be soooooo boooooring.

New Animated Avatars!!

Back to English??!

2008-09-05T15:43:00.007+03:00

MOOD:
confused

LISTENING TO: Weezer - Troublemaker

I started to write in Turkish cause i was bored and now i got bored from Turkish! From now on i'll write in English. In the last few days days nothing happened at all. Gül is going to Armenia for the soccer match - they say it'll bring peace :p yeah yeah i'm sure it will. Nothing's gonna get better unless Armenians get out of Azerbaijan and give up on FAKE Armenian Suicide. IMO it's not right for a president (or the most authorized person in a country) to go to a country that doesn't even have their ambassadorship. Anyway i hope a sharpshooter will shoot Gül and we'll get rid of him!

New Layout!
I told you that i can't give up on Tarja's mystic beauty. So i made a new lay with her again! I think this layout fits the autumn theme...

"Oh how i wish for soothing rain, all i wish is to dream again..."

Avatar update:

OMG they're moving!LOL

-9 Hayley avatars(5 animation)
-6 HIMYM avatars
-1 Tarja avatar
-1 Brendon avatar

Gül e "Ermenistana gitmeyin" çağrısı

2008-09-02T16:28:00.007+03:00

MOOD:
vaay anasını

LISTENING TO: Cronwless - Nightwish (yineXD)

Ermenistan ziyareti için haydi hep birlikte "H.A.M." diyelim!

Milliyetçi Hareket Partisi (MHP) Genel Başkan Yardımcısı ve İstanbul Milletvekili Atila Kaya, Cumhurbaşkanı Abdullah Güle yazdığı açık mektupta, "Ermenistan'a gitmeyin' çağrısında bulunarak, "İki ülkenin futbol takımlarını eşleştiren kura sizin iradenizle belirlenmedi ama gitmemek sizin iradenizdedir" dedi.
MHP'li Kaya, Türkiye ile Ermenistan A Milli Futbol Takımları arasında yapılacak maçı izlemek üzere bu ülkeye gitmeye hazırlanan Cumhurbaşkanı Gül'e açık bir mektup yazdı...

Haberin devamı>>

Bence dış politika, böyle maça gitmelerle falan çözülecek kolay bi iş değil. Hem de cumhurbaşkanı gidiyor Ermenistan a! Orada elçiliğimizin bile olduğunu sanmıyorum. Tek diyeceğim, o maç sırasında stadta olmak istemezdim...

Haydaa attila mayda!

2008-09-01T12:18:00.005+03:00

MOOD:

hamdolsun iyiyiz:P

LISTENING TO: Cronwless - Nightwish

-Gül den Ermenistan ziyareti!
Ne zaman olucak diye 4 gözle beklediğimiz(!) ziyaret gerçekleşiyor. Merak ediyorum acaba hangi akıldan böyle bi fikir çıkmıştır diye. Gidip alnından öpücem. Bunun sonunda ellerine ne geçicek ki? Ermenistan soykırım iddalarından vazgeçip Azerbaycan dan da çekilecek mi? Hem böyle bi ziyaretle Azerbaycan la olan ilişkiler çok zarar görecek...

-Nike Humanrace
Ortada böyle bi durum var Turgay abi. Yarışa 10 bin kişi katılmış, boru değil. Benim dikkatimi çeken şey kazanlar oldu:

Bayanlar
1)Anne Mette Knudsen(Danimarka)
2)Lütfiye Kaya
3)Hamide Kurt

Erkekler
1)Steen Walter(Danimarka - H.A.M.)
2)Murat kaya
3)Yücel Aydın

2 grubun da birincisi Danimarkalı. Acaba anlaşıp da mı gelmişler, yoksa tesadüf mü? Adam ülkesinden kalkıp yarış kazanmak için buraya gelmiş. Vallaha tebrikler.

-Rusya Avrupa dan Türk mallarının girişini kesti!(H.A.M.)
Devlet bakanı Kürşat Tüzmen, Avrupanın çeşitli lojistik merkezlerinden Rusya'ya gönderilen ürünler içinde Türk mallarına yönelik engellemeler yapılması konusunda , "Rusya nın yaptığı tam anlamıyla tarife dışı engeldir".(-hadi canım!-) dedi. Tüzmen, Pekin de Çin Ticaret bakanı Chen Deming ile görüşmesinin ardından basın mensuplarının sorularını yanıtladı. Tüzmen, bir gazetecinin,"Rusya nın, Avrupa nın lojistik merkezlerinden gelen ürünler içinde Türk mallarına yönelik engellemeler yapıldığına ilişkin bilgiler alıyoruz, doğru mudur?" sorusuna yönelik olarak, "ne yazıkki bu bilgileri biz de aldık." yanıtını verdi. Tüzmen, sadece Türkiye den gelen ürünlere değil, Avrupa nın lojistik merkezlerinden gelen kargoların içindeki Türk ürünlerine de zorluk çıkarıldığını ifade ederek, "Avrupa dan gelen bu ürünleri ayrıntılı denetime tabi tutuluyor, ikinci kez kontrol ediliyor. Rusya pazarına girişi geciktiriliyor. Türkiye de dünya markaları için üretilen ürünlerin ihracatında da sıkıntı yaşanıyor. Bundan hem Türk ihracatçısına hem söz konusu marka hem de Rus ithalatçısı zarar görüyor." dedi.

Peki bütün bu olaylardan sonra bizim doğal gaz işi ne olacak?. İran la da, sırf Amerika istemediği için anlaşma yapmadık. Bu gidişle, kışın kıçımız donacak...

NOT: H.A.M. : hayda attila mayda

Yeni bilgisayar gelir, hoş gelir!

2008-08-31T02:00:00.004+03:00

MOOD:
accaayip mutluyumXD

LISTENING TO: Nightwish - Beauty of the beast

Artık blogu ingilizce yazmaktan sıkıldım, değişiklik olsun diye bi süre Türkçe yazıcam. Evet, başlıktan da anlaşıldığı gibi yeni bilgisayar aldım. Valla çok mutluyum, yalnızca tek bi sorun var o da psp ve photoshop u yükleyememiş olmam, neyse onu da hallediyorum zaten şuan. Sorunu tam olarak anlayamadım ama sanırım yakında çözücem, azimliyim:D dualarınız esirgemeyin:d psp siz bi hayat düşünemiyorum. Tabi onca videoyu taşırken de baya bi ter döktüm, ama herşey iyi gibi görünüyo. Elveda rumeli de ptesi başlıyomuş!! çifte bayram. Tolga çevik de avrupa yakasından ayrılmış, Hümeyra gitmiş Ata gelmiş. Sacıtla Hümeyrayı nası göndercek Gülse çok merak ediyorum. Bu arada herkesin 30 Ağustos Zafer Bayram ı kutlu olsun...

LOL

2008-08-28T17:47:00.005+03:00

MOOD:
haha cheerful

This article made laugh so hard that i wanted to share it.

Boris Johnson(the london mayor) swallows a fly!

In the interview with Virgin News reporter Tania Snuggs, Johnson turned a rather fetching shade of red as he struggled for air.

During the clip, the mayor at first seems to think his sudden spluttering was caused by hayfever, as he asked for recording to be halted while he composes himself.

'Excuse me. Cut that. I have a terrible cough.he wheezed.' Sorry, I think I have got hayfever or something. Terrible cough..'

Realisation soon dawned, however.

'Excuse me. I've swallowed something awful, I've swallowed a bug,' he laughed. 'I swallowed a gnat.'

Snuggs even asked around the studio to see if anyone had a 'Locket' which could help the stricken mayor as crew members joked about him being a 'flycatcher'.

But professional to the last the former Spectator editor regained his composure after swigging from a water bottle in time to urge the nation to 'get behind Team GB in Beijing'.

Johnson was taking part in the interview - due to be aired next week - to discuss the Olympics and to urge the nation to 'get behind Team GB' at Beijing.

Miss Snuggs, 31, said afterwards: 'It definitely takes the top spot in the weird things that have happened to me while interviewing.

'He was going red and tried to cover his face.

'He is such a good sport and very accommodating and did his best to battle through the interview. Everyone around him was in hysterics.

'Eventually one of his aides produced a bottle of water which he was very grateful for.
'He always gives very lively interviews but I certainly wasn't expecting this.

'It was just before lunchtime so perhaps he was a bit hungry.'

I think we have an emergency!

2008-08-26T14:39:00.003+03:00

MOOD:
restless

LISTENIG TO: Ocean Soul - Nightwish

I know this blog needs a new layout asap. But i'm not planning to change it cause Tarja's mystic beauty tells me not to.XD Sorry i can't let her down:D This entry is quite short cause appearently nothing important happens in my life anymore. Schools are about to start and my dad is still bargaining about the price:/. They made %30 discount but that's not enough. Anyway here's another avatar update.

Thank you Barney, for your AWESOMENESS though you're gay in real life...

İnternetimiz kararıyor...

2008-08-23T16:51:00.004+03:00

internetinkarariyor.com tanıtım filmi from Webiki.tv on Vimeo.

Who said life was easy?

2008-08-21T12:29:00.006+03:00

MOOD:
bored

"Who said life was easy? Who said life was fair?..."
LISTENING TO: Amy MacDonald - Poison Prince

-A Public School?!
I guess this year i'll be studying in a public school since my old school isn't giving me scholarship.(it's my fault, i could've got a better score) I hope i'll get use to it soon. I've never been to a public school before so i don't how it is. This post is gonna be kinda short...

-Olympics
I HAD to write at least a couple sentences about it. It's not about fake fireworks or diapers. Turkey has 2 table tennis player. Melek Hu and Cem Zeng (what a coincidence! they're both chinese LOL) Cem Zeng was eliminated yesterday and today Melek is eliminated. We got a silver medal in Graeco-Roman and a golden medal in Freestyle(wrestling) we're doing fine:p. I still wonder why we're not in Basketball, Handball or Volleyball... And Azize qualified semi-finals in Taekwondo. That's all i could remember we'll see what happens tomorrow...

-P.S. Hungarians use the name "Attila" too. Just wanted to share it:D

-Avatar Update

those 2 avril avatars can be my last avril graphics...

A little more opinion about the war...

2008-08-14T13:06:00.006+03:00

MOOD:
angry + sad

LISTENING TO: Heart Attack - Sum 41

The war in Georgia -unfortunately- still goes on though Georgia wants an armistice. I'm quiete surprised that U.S.A. and EU don't give a damn about it. I thought U.S.A. would bring some of their fantastic "independence"(we saw it enough in Iraq) to Georgia.

For now Turkey seems to be neutral. Since we buy most of our natural gas from Russia. And winter is coming so they can't take that risk just to support Georgia.

2 days ago Russians captured Gori and started plundering it. They bomb houses, steal cars. People are running away as fast as they can.

Today life finally started to becomo normal in Tbilisi. But people are still afraid. Russian soldiers are only 25 kms away from Tbilis...

Avatar Update:

New hayley blend:

click on it to enlarge

New Avril blend:

click on it to enlarge

Back to my place...

2008-08-11T10:57:00.004+03:00

MOOD:
pissed off

LISTENING TO: Wishmaster - Nightwish

Yay! I came back to Istanbul. Georgia obviously gave up on the war. They want an armistice unlike Russia. I don't think Russia's gonna stop. More than 1500 civillians were dead though Russia said they don't kill the civillians. I just want it to stop. Here's a small part of a translated Turkish article by Sedat Sertoğlu(Akşam gazetesi)

What would happen is Georgia wants to become a part of Turkey?...(Don't be shocked, it's not impossible, just read it)

What would happen if Saakasvili says " So you guys(Russians) want South Ossetia? Ok then take it. And we'll become a part of Turkey so NATO will be right next to you." to Russia?
In 1930 s there used to be a group of people called "Mergel-Lazs". They had their own newspapers and alphabeth. Stalin wanted them to be in the Soviet Union. So he killed the their leaders. Closed their newspapers and forced so many Mergel-Lazs to go to Kazakhstan. And he called all it " a primitive culture being smoothed by a big culture" In Soviet Union, this fear became alivce again in 1950 s. They were so scared to be like them. In case Georgians would like to join Turkey, governmet had to provide it...
I just said "what if". But if it really happened, that would be quite strange, ha? I juts thought to myself loudly...

And new avatars!

There's no place like home

2008-08-09T19:07:00.003+03:00

MOOD:
homesick
"And i will love until there's nothing more to live for.."
LISTENING TO: Run-Amy MacDonald

-There's No Place Like Home
After a short trip to Sarajevo and Pristina, i'll be returning to home! FYI i stayed with my cousin in Pristina.(she is such a great person to know) The only thing i didn't like was needing my cousin everytime. I mean i can speak Bosnian a bit so it was OK in Sarajevo but, since i don't know any shit about Albanian i couldn't do anything without my cousin at all. I also learnt that my cousin is studying graphic designing(yay! that's great) Anyway i still had fun. You can satisfy me as long as your internet connection is fast enough. Btw i downloaded these cute smileys from Velvet Factory(Thanks!)

-Olympics 08
WOW. That's all i can say.Don't know any of you had watched the opening ceremony of the Olymipcs. It was amazing. I just wonder what England's gonna do in 2012 to be better LOL.

-What the hell is going on in South Ossetia?!
Fighting raged in and around the capital of Georgia's breakaway South Ossetia region on Friday as Georgian troops and warplanes pounded separatist forces in a bid to regain control of the territory. The separatists have Moscow's political and financial backing. After a rejection of a Georgian power-sharing deal, insisting on full independence fighting breaks out between Georgian and separatist South Ossetian forces. Georgia says its forces have "freed" the greater part of the Ossetian capital, Tskhinvali. As i'm not blind, dumb or deaf i can easily realise that this fighting's gonna become (so soon) a fighting between Russia and U.S.A. Georgia - the biggest ally of the U.S.A. in Caucasia - doesn't want to lose South Ossetia, but Russia's not gonna give up easily. But after all, the only victims are civillians. And Turkey has to be so careful about this situation(i don't think it's possible with this government) I just hope everything will be OK.

Road to Sarajevo

2008-08-04T16:06:00.003+03:00

MOOD:
fine

"To see another black rose born..."
LISTENING TO:End Of All Hope - Nightwish

My friend(Zeynep) from İzmir(a city in Turkey) came to İstanbul last Fridaywith her mom. Me, my mom, my brother, zeynep and her mom went to Sarajevo to visit my grandaunts(my mom is half Bosnian and some of my relatives are living in Bosnia). We had fun. Too bad i didn't take any photos:(. We're also planning to go to my grandmom(also my dad is half georgian and i have some relatives living in Georgia) who's in Tbilisi(capital of Georgia). Anyway i'll keep this update short cause i'll go and read a book. It's called "Batıya direnen ülke:Rusya"(The country that resists the West: Russia) I've never thought that Russian history would be exciting.

New layout

2008-07-31T09:52:00.004+03:00

MOOD:

fine
LISTENING TO: She is my sin - Nightwish

After that tarja blend i've made i decided to makea a banner with them. Finally i got rid of those light layout, it's time for something darker. And my friend from İzmir(a city in Turkey) is coming to visit me. YAY! I've been feeling soo alone in these last days. Anyway that's all for today.

It's raining, hallelujah:p!

2008-07-29T13:07:00.008+03:00

MOOD:
grrreeaat
LISTENING TO: Nemo - Nightwish

I don't think i've mentioned how much i love rainy days. It's been raining for 2 days. The sky is grey and there's such a gloomy atmosphere. You can't see the sun(that's the best part) Today at 5.45 a.m. i was waken up by thunder and that's when i saw those beautiful black clouds coming. I also took a picture of it with my cell phone(since i think i've lost my camera) i also made some avatars and a blend with Tarja.

avatars:

blend:

click on it to enlarge

Ahoy all the wagerers!

2008-07-25T13:20:00.001+03:00

LISTENING TO: I'm so sick - Flyleaf

I've got great news for my wagerer fellows. Austurian, Norweigan, Turkish, Danish and Mexican leagues have started! (p.s.: my mistake, Turkish league is starting 2 weeks later) As you can see i put "iddaa köşesi". You can follow the scores and match results(only Finnish league) from there! Also i made 2 avatars(kirsten dunst and sweeney todd)

My future?

2008-07-23T16:15:00.004+03:00

MOOD:
fine
"Keep our hearts from breaking, beating still 8 feet deep..."
LISTENING TO:Funeral for yesterday - Kittie
I took a test at espin.com and here's my future:



		I will marry Brendon Urie.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Helsinki in our fabulous House.
		We will have 2 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Black volvo s40.
		I will spend my days as a Football Player, and live happily ever after.

p.s.: this blog needs a new layout asap!!

avatar update

2008-07-20T13:16:00.003+03:00

MOOD:
bored
"Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by..."
LISTENING TO: Flyleaf - Sorrow

So here's an avatar update. It's been so long and i wanna change the layout too(i'm working on that right now)Anyway there're 2 avril avatars, 3 billie joe avatars, 3 brendon avatars, 2 hayley avatars and 1 johnny avatars